tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-49883361734099211852024-03-14T03:51:38.701+08:00OTher CounTry sidEAnotHer Side OF A gIrl
repreSEntiNG her CreaTIviTy
Her ThouGHt,her Feeling And her Sense..
DeeP iN her HEArtme suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.comBlogger31125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-40350015260795679862016-03-06T11:32:00.001+08:002016-03-06T11:32:11.093+08:0020160306 Mom's fate“Wherever you are, whatever your circumstances may be, whatever misfortune you may have suffered, the music of your life has not gone. It's inside you, if you listen to it, you can play it.”<br />
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There will be always a bumpy road which you cannot avoid during your driving, so do life. Now as I rejoice into a new beginning, it's wonderful. I started to see the other side of life. Tru Uqail, I experienced the great bonding between a mom-baby and with that my respect grows bigger to all mothers especially my mom. Whatever I did to Uqail, it reflects to what every mother did to their child. How I coax myself to be happy even I have extra works to do, less sleeping time and after all, I’m fine. All moms do the same! Can’t complain no longer. Never did I understand tears of joy until I cried those same tears.<br />
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Life has knocked me to my knees, so hard and sudden for few times last year. I'm begging please as I cannot understand why. I'm like a spinning bottle holding life's experiences so tight inside. And now I would slow down, stop and look around. Allah put this for us to see. It doesn't matter if you fuss or fight, deep down they're in your heart, deep down you love one another. Don't wait till they're gone to say I love you. So let's rejoice in the fact that our loved one made a turn to a better road. When you find a million reasons to hate and fuss, remember there are million+1 reasons to live and love. I love you Ma. How glad I am to have you in my life even though things may change accordingly to fate, I cherished you and loved you dearly, now and forever I always will.<br />
<br />me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-35807058182404664772016-03-03T10:45:00.002+08:002016-03-03T10:45:50.307+08:0020160303 SoulmateThere is always a time, an exception timing<div>
When you are missing someone deeply </div>
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and you cannot even express it anymore</div>
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You feel weigh at your heart and </div>
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whenever you think about that person</div>
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Your eyes start to fill with tears.</div>
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And now I have that feeling.</div>
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I am busy, seriously busy enough </div>
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with many things on my plates </div>
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yet I find myself sunk in this emotional moment</div>
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I miss my other half, like very much.</div>
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I always miss him but today is exceptional.</div>
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Blame the hormon, maybe.</div>
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I went to toilet in his old office </div>
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I was staring at his old place. The table, the PC..</div>
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But then somebody else sat there.</div>
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Reality is suck sometimes. It's hurt.</div>
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Everyday we texting to each other </div>
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We did spoke to each other</div>
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but apparently it is different</div>
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Different when you're physically with me.</div>
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The warms of your hug, and your kind action.</div>
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The pain is slowly growing inside me.</div>
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I don't even know how long i can bear this.<br />Luckily I have my lil pumpkin with me.</div>
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At least I can still hug him to ease my longing heart.</div>
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I can still feel the warm side of our love.</div>
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Honestly, being apart is totally not cool.</div>
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But again, reality strike the 'reality'.</div>
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You know what you want and </div>
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how you need to coax yourself.</div>
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I realized that I start to develop another phase of thinking</div>
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I think deeply as usual, but at same times</div>
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I think abnormally the way I used to do.</div>
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I think a lot about the fear of losing you</div>
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I think a lot about the faith, honestly and life.</div>
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I always pray to ALLah to keep you safe</div>
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keep you sane about me and lil pumpkin</div>
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Keep your heart to me, and guide you forever</div>
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to be a good other half to me and perfect son </div>
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to your beloved mother.</div>
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Dont judge</div>
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I have my own reason </div>
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And as far as you and me know why</div>
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InshaAllah we can do this together.</div>
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It just me and myself.</div>
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I long for you very much.</div>
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My feel very heavy as I know I miss him a lot!</div>
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Dear husband,</div>
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If ever you read this.</div>
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DOn't worry dear.</div>
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I am fine. I just missing you like always.</div>
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Maybe just lil bit more than the other days.</div>
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Maybe because I have lots on my plate right know</div>
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And I cannot brag it to you like before.</div>
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I miss those moment. I miss the moment when</div>
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I have a lot of workload or grieve.</div>
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I went to you and spill over all my disappointment.</div>
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Chanting to myself;</div>
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"keep working'</div>
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"you can handle this"</div>
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"the is easy as ABC"</div>
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"U used to this!"</div>
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"Ignore the people, follow the timing"</div>
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and at the end i found that this phrase can ease my heart.</div>
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"you know why you both doing this"</div>
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"you have your reason"</div>
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"The time will come, when your heart is ready"</div>
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"be faith and Allah will take care bout us"</div>
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"Work well, love well and live well"</div>
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me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-86458362668719577872015-11-01T10:14:00.002+08:002015-11-01T10:14:37.521+08:00Hardest One1 Nov 2015<br />
Seriously, don't know how to express my feeling.<br />
Yesterday also hard, and today become harder.<br />
Today, he will going back to his hometown and meaning,<br />
officially starting the pJJ journey. I thought I can be strong<br />
Can be solid enough to embrace all this, but totally wrong.<br />
It is heartbreaking, in silent.<br />
<br />
Last night, I woke up in the middle of night.<br />
Looking at his face, tears running down to my cheek.<br />
Arghhh, struggle much! Maybe because I am to depending on him.<br />
Almost 7years, we have been close enough in term of distance.<br />
3years at university, always met each other except during sem break.<br />
then 4years and 1/2 half been working together.<br />
Sharing the same office, having lunch together and many more.<br />
The most touching part is, 3years 5days..<br />
We are married since then! I have been sharing lots of things with him.<br />
He always there for me, rarely leaving me.But starting today.<br />
No more. He will be away from me. In term of distance,<br />
and we won't be able to meet each other everyday anymore.<br />
<br />
I know this is part of sacrificial we need to do.<br />
I agree, this is a chance for us. To return to our hometown.<br />
To set up our dream properly. It just matter of myself.<br />
I am hurting a bit, knowing that I am all alone here.<br />
With lil one in my tummy. Hope Allah ease everything for us.<br />
Hope this distance won't break us apart.<br />
Pray harder, so that I would gain other rezki to return to him.<br />
And we can re-unite again. I hope, I wish and I will pray harder for this.<br />
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People might question why I didn't just resign and follow him.<br />
Not yet man... Not the right time yet. At least until he can settle down properly.<br />
Until he finish his probation and getting stable there.<br />This is the price we need to pay to make life better in many ways.<br />
And I also know, it will be 1month++ only before am going back and resting for 2-3months.<br />
I am about to deliver our baby soon, in the middle of December.<br />So I should bear whatever feeling linger in my heart.<br />
I should make my self ground and stronger. Cannot follow the uneasier feeling.<br />
This is not good either for both, baby and I. I should be more solid and firm.<br />
May Allah helps. But the thing is.. I would blame the pregnancy hormones.<br />
InshaAllah, Allah will be always with us. May ALLAH guide us to be a better person.<br />
May Allah bless him and keep him safe whenever he been.<br />
And one thing never change is my love to him. Its grow deep and deeper, each day.<br />
Take care love.. Don't forget me and baby U here.<br />
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I know, you would feel the same.<br />
I know you very well. Take care and be safe.. Stay safe and happy.<br />
ILUSM my man and my lil one.<br />
<br />me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-55357389362444104992015-10-31T10:51:00.000+08:002016-03-03T10:55:25.952+08:00Antara Kuat dan Tak KuatTajuk macam dah pelik kan?<br />
Tapi tu lah perasaan yang ada sekarang ni.<br />
Kadang-kadang bila terfikirkan beberapa perkara yang bakal berlaku.<br />
Rasa redha sehabis mungkin dah. Rasa mampu nak hadapi.<br />
Tapi kadang tu datang jugak perasaan sayu dan sepi.<br />
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Mula merenung jauh, memikirkan realiti.<br />
Kebergantungan yang terlalu pasti sebenarnya.<br />
Tak pernah berpisah jauh, ada pun 3-4 hari saja.<br />
Belum pernah mencuba untuk tempoh yang lama.<br />
Agak stress kalau difikirkan, tapi untuk kelangsungan masa hadapan.<br />
Pengorbanan itu perlu, harap-harap Allah SWT bukakan jalan.<br />
Memudahkan apa yang dah tersurat dan pilihan kami ini.<br />
InshaAllah yakinlah dengan rezeki Allah Taala.<br />
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Satu benda yang sangat mengusik jiwa billa fikirkan nak duduk jauh ni.<br />
Fikirkan perjalanan. Fikirkan husband bersendirian memandu datang sini.<br />
Fikirkan keselamatan suami tercinta, hanya doa mampu diutuskan.<br />
Agar Allah memelihara perjalanan-perjalanan yang tercipta nanti.<br />
Untuk yang tersayang, pandulah dengan cermat, dengan penuh hemat.<br />
Macam iklan, ingatlah orang yang tersayang yang nak ditemui.<br />
Berhati-hati, malahan lebih berhati-hati mungkin. Moga semua selamat.<br />
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Ramai yang pjj, ramai yang menanggung rindu.<br />
Ramai yang mampu dan terus bahagia.<br />
Moga-moga kelangsungan yang sama untuk kita.<br />
Untuk sementara waktu, buat seketika ini.<br />
Kalau perlu difikirkan kembali, kalau perlukan pengorbanan lain.<br />
Kita usahakan. Perancangan manusia, tentunya tak sebaik perancangan Allah Taala.<br />
Redha itu kunci utama. Moga kita terus bahagia.<br />
Setia bersama dan pengorbanan ini mampu membuatkan kita lebih dekat.<br />
Mungkin lebih terikat kemas, rindu di hati. Sayang sampai ke mimpi.<br />
Jumpa sesekali itu mungkin akan jadi realiti.me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-10575750679119114592015-10-02T10:55:00.001+08:002015-10-02T14:54:45.706+08:00Rezeki and The BlessingFirst of all, all praises to ALLAH SWT<br />
for granting us the chance to this special moment.<br />
This post is just a part of my personal diary.<br />
It is public, but I know that only few people will read this<br />
Or might be no one read it. It is okay, its just part of my journey.<br />
My story which can be review later on.<br />
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<u>Prior to my pregnancy</u><br />
By 11 March 2015, I was hoping that am getting pregnant<br />
but Allah always know the best and I was not.<br />
So due to that, I followed hubby to Kedah for a close family wedding.<br />
Being in the crowd, been married for 2 year++.<br />
Of course people will ask when are you planning to have baby and so on.<br />
Plus that time, I was told by someone that Maksu was pregnant for 3months already.<br />
Previously, we had miscarriage around the same time. DOuble sadness.<br />
But I feel happy for her, meaning she's getting the chances back.<br />
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By 23 March 2015, Both husband and I went to meet Dr. Adilah.<br />
We decided to try another one cycle to have natural pregnancy<br />
She was very nice, and prescribe only clomid for 5days<br />
At this point, I pray hard to Allah to help and ease everything to us.<br />
To cut it short, in the next appointment with Dr. Adilah, she said that<br />
there are two 'mature eggs' in both ovaries but not yet ovulate during that day.<br />
Alhamdulillah.. Allah give us chances to double our efforts.<br />
Before the appointment, we have been in Lumut for 2days 1night.<br />
A gathering with my uni-mates. And yes, I was not thinking that much about this.<br />
We try to live as normal as we could do and don't stress out at all about conceiving.<br />
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By 14 April 2015, I started to feel the different in my lower abdomen but<br />
never mention to husband at all. Just don't want to spare any hopes there.<br />
Almost everyday felt the cramping, and by 19 April 2015. I'm letting husband know.<br />
The UPT showed the faint line, so we tried to be positive but at the same time,<br />
we're actually hoping for it to happen. Seriously, but we never talked about it further.<br />
As precaution until it been sure during our next appointment with Dr. Adilah,<br />
I just went to the nearby clinic and asked for MC. Since then been MC for almost 40days.<br />
We got the chances to confirm it with Dr. Adilah on 5 May, Alhamdulillah. 6W2d<br />
There we go, the journey of having this little bundle of joy. Subhanallah.<br />
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<u>My very first trimester</u><br />
Alhamdulillah, as confirmed by Dr. Adilah. Both of us decided to eliminate all possibility<br />
So I have discussed with doc and she's agreed to give MC for almost 40days to me<br />
Until I am ready to go to work, which is supposed to be after 12W+++.<br />
So by that resting period, I just stay at our home doing nothing. Most of time is being rest<br />
and rest. Nothing much, and we still keep that news as secret. A double security as well.<br />
Didn't want to be upper excited but seriously.. No doubt, we are super excited.<br />
Probably in a very controllable manner. Nothing much during the whole 1st trimester<br />
except being extra conscious and worried all the time. Worried of losing this little bundle of joy.<br />
I have few morning sickness but just simple signs for everyone. Vomit during brushing teeth,<br />
doesn't have appetite to eat rice, and quite bad heart-burn, acid re-flux and minor headache.<br />
After all, I've very thankful to Allah SWT to help and give us this chances. Alhmdulillah.<br />
my first trimester was ended at 13w, which is around 20 June 2015.<br />
For whole holy month of Ramadhan, I managed to fast for 26days. 3days not fasting<br />
but Alhamdulillah, already done in replacing those days afterward.<br />
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<u>My second trimester</u><br />
The second trimester journey was very good, as well. Already started to work back.<br />
the appetite was return and can eat as normal day but in a very strict control manner.<br />
I don't want to gain to much weight as I already been classified as overweight pregger.<br />
Already letting the family knows about my pregnancy and the first long road-trip since<br />
confirm the pregnancy was the journey back to Terengganu/Kelantan for Hari Raya Puasa.<br />
I've ended the 2nd trimester on 24 of September 2015. So happy and thankful.<br />
So far, we already confirm the gender of our lil blessing and I always pray to Allah SWT<br />
to protect both of us and give me the courage to be a good mother to my baby.<br />
To ease my pregnancy and delivering process later on. Now, I am ready to enter the final stage.<br />
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<u>The Third trimester journey</u><br />
Finally, hitting the last part of pregnancy term. May Allah ease everything until the term.<br />
My due date will be middle of December. As for this time, my baby is actively kicking<br />
inside my womb for 7months. About 10-11 weeks to go prior to my labor story,<br />
I wish I could deliver my baby via a normal delivery and Allah will help me to endure<br />
the pain and of course, within this limited time I should prepare myself as well.<br />
This is the third trimester and we been showered with few rezeki tagging along to my pregnancy.<br />
Nothing much to write on the journey of 3rd trimester as its still in the beginning stage.<br />
Probably I would add some more notes later on, if i ever remember about this entry, I wish!<br />
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Before I end my post, I would love to remind to halal couple who are trying to conceive.<br />
Please don't give up. I know, u know. We are indeed a very tough and strong couple.<br />
I believe we 're supporting to each other and always comfort each other, right?<br />
Don't take to heart that much about what people ask or said. You should know better on this.<br />
Handle your heart feeling and lift the burden accordingly. Do talk to your partner and please,<br />
I know you might try many ways. It is okay, but please.. Spend some money<br />
Go seek the second opinion with any specialist, ob-gynecologist . <br />
With current technology, at least you will have better understanding rather than<br />
playing guessing game. Pls consider to see doctor and yes, it will be a bit pricey but<br />
you are the one that plan for the visit. So do manage your fund wisely.<br />
InshaAllah!<br />
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<br />me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-85982863525575160062015-09-29T10:58:00.001+08:002015-09-29T11:04:44.165+08:00Rezeki itu Milik AllahAlhamdulillah..<br />
Approaching 28weeks of pregnancy.<br />
Maknanya dah almost 7bulan mengandungkan khalifah kecil ni.<br />
Syukur yang amat dengan nikmat-nikmat Allah SWT kurniakan.<br />
Gembira, sayu. Semua bercampur baur.<br />
Sungguhlah rezeki itu semuanya daripada Dia.<br />
Berusahalah sebaik-baiknya dan tawakkal kepadaNYa.<br />
Mintak bersungguh-sungguh. Kalau ada yang perlu diubah.<br />
Berubahlah. Ke arah yang lebih baik. Itu yang terbaik.<br />
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By end of October nanti, dah nak masuk 3tahun berkahwin.<br />
Syukur suami seorang yang sangat memahami.<br />
Sentiasa support apa jua yang dialami isterinya ini.<br />
Tipulah, kalau tak jatuh air mata bila bicara soal rezeki anak.<br />
Tipulah, kalau tak sedih tengok sahabat-sahabat mudah sangat conceive.<br />
Tipulah, kalau tak pernah rasa menyesal dengan keguguran-keguguran yg terjadi.<br />
Tipulah, kalau tak kisah nak ada anak bila.<br />
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Memang yakin dengan ALLAH.<br />
Memang yakin dengan rezeki<br />
Dan sebab yakin tu jugaklah kami berusaha gigih.<br />
Dan Alhamdulillah. Allah maha mendengar dan nampak segalanya.<br />
Memang tak pernah cerita segalanya di blog, tapi Alhamdulillah.<br />
Masih kukuh kemas bertulis segala usaha kami berdua di diari.<br />
Yang penting, itulah sejarah yang kami lalui.<br />
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Semoga perjalanan ini sentiasa berseri<br />
Semoga Allah swt memberkati setiap apa yang diusahakan<br />
Semoga Allah swt menerima setiap amalan kami<br />
Semoga Allah swt memberikan hidayah yang berpanjangan untuk kami.<br />
Semoga Allah swt mengurniakan kekuatan untuk istiqomah<br />
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Doa dan harapan terbentang seluas alam<br />
Mahukan yang terbaik buat anak dalam kandungan<br />
Mahukan yang mudah untuk proses melahirkan<br />
Mahukan yang cemerlang untuk mendidik khalifah ini nanti<br />
Dan pasti memohon sebaik-baik keberkatan.<br />
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Janganlah kau palingkan hati ini ya Allah.<br />
Tetapkanlah pendirian. Istiqomahkanlah jasad dan rohaniku ini.<br />
Agar sentiasa dekat kepada Mu, meletakkan sepenuhnya kebergantunganku<br />
Hanya padaMU yang satu.<br />
Alhamdulillah<br />
Alhamdulillah<br />
Alhamdulillah<br />
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Rezeki ini sesungguhnya daripada Allah SWT.<br />
Segalanya daripada Dia.me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-53726078076248552882015-08-29T10:52:00.000+08:002016-03-03T10:54:54.205+08:0020150830 Expect the UnexpectedIf and only if people know how to read the mind<br />
And there is somebody who is willingly to ease my burden<br />
I would be very happy and will jump high to the sky.<br />
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August 2015,<br />
It seriously a tough month to me.<br />
Tough in term of mentally, physical and spiritually.<br />
To many things happened in August 2015.<br />
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The opening is quite overwhelmed but then slowly<br />
its start to fade away, twirling along my emotion.<br />
Seriously, Myself becoming very tired for no reason<br />
My mind start to have extra works instead of normal daily day.<br />
I have to think about Moms, Rezki and at the same time<br />
I have to many question that have no answer as well.<br />
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Mom,<br />
if ever you know. I love you sincerely.<br />
I always concern about you and always wishing for your happiness.<br />
I have a picture in my mind that later you would end up staying with me.<br />
I would love to take care in your golden days and I always imagine it.<br />
I have a picture of living together with you, my MIL and my small family in future.<br />
Seriously said.. I have never imagine to give up on this beautiful scenery.<br />
I always remind myself that this is my responsibility and I have to.<br />
You have spent so much time and love already to bring me up to this world.<br />
You have face with a good deal of hardship and sadness throughout your life.<br />
So I would repay this on my own way. I wont bother if other doesn't want to do it.<br />
I keep reminding myself on that. The good thing of having source of 'pahala' in my home.<br />
Now, things might change slightly. I have no idea on how it will change yet<br />
But still it does bother me a big time. It killing the mood of having my bloody August.<br />
No matter what mom, I will support all your decision and will continue to love you dearly.<br />
It might be hard for me to accept but I think I can handle my feeling alone.<br />
I hope you realize and know, the reason of I become this emotional is not because I hate it<br />
it is because I am to concern about you. I care about you to much and I don't want anybody<br />
To hurt you at all. I think you had enough hardship already during the old days.<br />
But again, I strongly express my gratitude to wish for your happiness everyday.<br />
I really love you Mom.. may Allah shower his blessing to you and all of us.<br />
I am sorry if I ever hurt you with my words, attitude or my wrong-doing.<br />
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Second concern would be the Rezeki<br />
I believe that we should alway put our faith to Allah SWT.<br />
No doubt on that. As I grow older, I realize that we should find a new path<br />
Clearly trying our luck for other rezeki as well. Alhamdulillah, the chance is there.<br />
Thank you Allah for open that gate to my husband, it start to develop and I know<br />
all is happening because of Allah SWT want it to be like that. Even though,<br />
It was not a clear promise yet, but I started to feel the shine and its brighter day by day.<br />
I don't where is the mistake, but things really change not to our liking.<br />
You are opening the same door to me, and I walked into it.<br />
There you go, it is become a mistake. But I still hope it is not.<br />
Oh Allah, if this is our rezeki.. bringing it closer to us.<br />
Make everything easier for us so that we can clarify the future as well.<br />
I cannot brag to much on this issue but seriously, it somehow ruin my August as well.<br />
Because it really bother my mind and I have to think about it repetitively .<br />
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Theme suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-18748170556124471892013-12-03T16:53:00.001+08:002013-12-03T16:53:55.380+08:00Seco'et RasaHappy baca/dengar or tahu kisah berdua<br />
Rezeki masing-masing..Alhamdulillah.<br />
Yang dah menunggu 4-5tahun pun dah berdua.<br />
Berdua juga dengan si dia.<br />
Moga-moga ada rezeki untuk berdua yg lebih dekat.<br />
Moga-moga terusan melekat.<br />
Macam dulu, macam March yang lalu.<br />
rindu perasaan itu..<br />
ya Allah, permudahkan dan janganlah engkau persulitkan.<br />
Sesungguhnya Engkau maha pemurah dan maha mengetahui.<br />
Sebaik-baik perancang. Amin ;')me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-16146130042234842013-07-30T13:38:00.000+08:002015-09-29T11:06:23.992+08:00it's fated<br />
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tik tok tik tok</div>
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time just begin</div>
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heal without feeling</div>
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since he is playing</div>
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time is running</div>
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fill with feeling</div>
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since he is growing</div>
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time is spinning</div>
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keep pressuring</div>
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deal with meeting</div>
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great with wedding</div>
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since he is dealing</div>
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time is starting</div>
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think for planning</div>
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since its fated for him</div>
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<i>p/s: have a great meaning.. i got the idea after read my besti talk about JODOh in her blog.. hehehe... im just no body ok.. so, just bear with me. I describe this poem as a growing poem. from nothing to something..from kiddy to man, from childhood to fatherhood.. *sigh* just think mutually as u like :)</i></div>
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<br />me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-23223205617663315282013-07-30T13:33:00.002+08:002013-07-30T13:33:54.213+08:00Graduasi<div style="text-align: center;">
Ya Allah,</div>
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maha agung maha suci</div>
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maha pengampun malahan maha berkuasa</div>
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segalanya yang maha</div>
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dan hanya kerana kau ya ALLAh</div>
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aku ke tahap ini</div>
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Hanya dengan izin Mu ya ALLAh</div>
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jerih air mataku bersujud dengan nikmatmu ya ALLAH</div>
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Ya Ummi</div>
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Penyambung nyawaku</div>
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23 tahun membesarkanku.. Airmata mu</div>
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sebati dengan ku. Kau sebahagian dari aku</div>
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Kerana mu juga aku di sini</div>
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berjaya mengenggam segulung ijazah ini</div>
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hanya untuk mu ya ibu ku</div>
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moga aku takkan pernah lupa akan dirimu</div>
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moga aku terus berbakti kepada mu</div>
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Ya ayah</div>
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aku buktikan juaa</div>
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walau tiadanya kau di sisi</div>
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ku hidupkan kau di hati</div>
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ku perjuangkan mimpi-mimpi</div>
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realitikan degree ini</div>
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alhamdulillah.aku berjaya miliki</div>
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Abang-abangku</div>
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kecil atau besar</div>
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sikit atau banyak</div>
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aku pasti kau pernah berbakti</div>
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aku syukuri di dalam hati</div>
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semoga kalian di rahmati</div>
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Kakak-kakakku</div>
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aku di sini<br />
menggunungkan harapan<br />
memetik bintang<br />
Terima kasih<br />
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p.s: ni puisi dalam draft.. dah 2tahun dah tersimpan kemas dalam draf</div>
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me suyame suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-5504981169333962712013-07-30T13:26:00.000+08:002013-07-30T13:39:55.634+08:00Ubati hatiTakleh nak berfkir..<br />
Oh Allah.. Tolonglah, keluarkan rasa hati ini.<br />
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Oh hati, tolonglah..<br />
Manakan ada syaitan di Ramadhan ini<br />
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Oh jiwa, sucilah..<br />
Jangan dikecamkan dengan kebencian<br />
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Sungguh, perit.<br />
Ini pertama, ini mula..<br />
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Pergilah, tolonglah..<br />
Aku ingin tenang, ingin aman..<br />
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Ya Allah ya Rabbi<br />
Ya Allah ya Rabbi<br />
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi<br />
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi<br />
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Ya Allah, jangan kau cuba aku<br />
melebihi batas mampu dan sanggupku<br />
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Sedih berbaur geram,<br />
Baran berbaur sakit hati<br />
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Pergilah, engkau pergi.<br />
Aku relakan.. Aku tabah berdirime suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-36254105359503828712012-09-06T12:50:00.000+08:002012-09-06T12:50:11.220+08:00A new PhaseMacam tak percaya pulak..<br />
Haishhh, ada 50 hari je lagi...<br />
ikutkan angka macam lama lagi<br />
tapi bila fikir-fikir apa nak kena buat,<br />
aigoo.. it won't be enough kot.. hahahaha<br />
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yep.. less bragging about my wedding prep<br />
or wedding journey on my other blog. just don't know how<br />
to write and share it on.. and don't feel like it has to be necessary<br />
I hope for a simple wedding, fills with baraqah and happiness<br />
spilling by over-turn smiling on my family faces, his families<br />
my friends and his friends, and all.<br />
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So far, Alhamdulillah.. Sangat-sangat dipermudahkan.<br />
Betullah orang kata, bila kita nak membina masjid.<br />
insyaAllah, akan dibukakan pintu rezeki seluas-luasnya.<br />
Ni sekadar my diary on the wedding prep.. Yelah, kot nanti lupa ke apa..<br />
boleh flash-back, sambil senyum lap air mata happy. InsyaAllah.<br />
Untuk tatapan si dia dan diri sendiri.. Untuk kita lebih menghargai<br />
setiap langkah perjalanan yang kita lalui untuk membina ikatan ini<br />
sebagaimana kita bakal melafazkan ikrar dan janji agar diikatkan selamanya<br />
hingga ke jannah abadi, mezahirkan apa yang diamanahkan dan sama-sama<br />
memperbaiki, menegur dan mempercantikkan diri untuk menjadi muslim abadi<br />
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Ikatan janji, tak semeriah mana pun.. Tak pe. janji berkat yang kita impikan<br />
dapat dirasai. Raya Haji kedua, 8 November 2011. Kita mulakan.. kita usahakan.<br />
Yes, truly saya nampak kesungguhan kamu.. Alhamdulillah..<br />
Memang sepanjang berkawan, kita tak pernah membicarakan secara serius<br />
kita hanya berkawan, mungkin orang jauh daripda kita nampak dan tahu<br />
yes, we're couple.. but our close friends lagi tahu macamana kita..<br />
kita hanya kawan, hidup macam biasa, study sama-sama, fighting over result<br />
and all. tapi bila selangkah ke hadapan.. Saya ingat bila masa awak suarakan<br />
nak bertunang.. Ya Allah.. Terima kasih bukakan pintu ukhuwah. I am happy.<br />
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Simple as that, beberapa minggu before bertunang. kita bagitahu orang tua<br />
Ma and Mama.. Kita usahakan sama-sama.. Tak payah mereka risau.<br />
Kita buat sama-sama.. Baik hadiah-hadiah pertunangan, mahupun cincin tanda<br />
yup.. Maniskan bila berusaha bersama-sama. Kita lebih tahu.<br />
Kita tahu menghargai.. Kita tahu berjimat dan terusan berjimat kumpulkan dana sendiri.<br />
Kita janji, kita usahakan sendiri..selagi mampu untuk majlis kita.<br />
Janji diikat untuk setahun..<br />
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Ni dah 9 bulan, ramai je masih ragu.. sebab kita tak hebahkan pertunangan<br />
yang tahu pun closed friends sahaja.. Tapi takpe, yang wajib dihebahkan bila<br />
kita langsungkan walimah nanti.. Tak lama dah.. Baru ni rasa lama lagi. hehehehe<br />
Sedia? tak ada jawapan untuk itu. Yang pasti kita perlu menerima perubahan<br />
dan terus mengorak langkah ke arah yang lebih baik. Detik ini, tinggal 50 hari je lagi<br />
Persiapan?<br />
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Saya rasa macam banyak lagi tak buat.. Jap nak senaraikan.. Dan memang saya nak<br />
tulis.. Nak abadikan.. Janji kita. Usaha kita..Kita tak nampak,tapi saya rasa ni berkatnya<br />
rezeki sana-sini, kita mampu uruskan sendiri. At least untuk detik tika waktu ini.<br />
semua yang tersedia hasil usaha kita. Walau penat 5-6 hari seminggu kerja.. tapi<br />
masih mampu lagi kita uruskan sendiri. Ingat dear, we are bakal bride-bridegroom,<br />
we're banker, we're our own wedding planner, we're driver, we're logistic planner,<br />
we're everything. we did a small thing till the biggest one by our own. Alhamdulillah.<br />
Tak mudah untuk kenduri..Semua kena ukur baju kat badan sendiri. Ikut kemampuan<br />
jangan sampai tertiarap tertelentang.. Please, do your math and plan your credit and debit<br />
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So far, yang terlaksana.. (mohon ingatkan kalau saya ada apa yg terlupa)<br />
-duit hantaran mmg duet awak. sesen pun bukan duet kita. Thanks awak<br />
-Barang-barang hantaran kita beli,pilih bersama. Duet pun bersama<br />
*sebab kita memang ada akaun simpanan bersama utk kerja kawen<br />
-Dulang hantaran, barang hiasan pun done for 1side<br />
-Barang rumah sewa utk stay lepas kawen pun done (basic)<br />
*jangan budget condo mewah..<br />
-Photographer + Pelamin pun duet bersama<br />
-Lembu kenduri dah langsai<br />
-duit untuk hari kenduri (done)<br />
-Khemah, meja pun kita kena kemaskan balik ngan vendor<br />
-doorgift, pun kita dah setelkan sendiri. Macam saya nak kan..<br />
*less is more<br />
-dan paling saya suka, our wedding card..Done with our own budget<br />
-Baju grey settle bayar semua dah<br />
-baju coral pink, masih kat tailor.. Tapi dah bayarkan half<br />
*saya suka sebab baju kita semua keluar duet sendiri. xpayah sponsor<br />
-barang kemas untuk saya. thanks dear belikan sikit2 utk saya. iLuSm.<br />
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Banyak yang kita dah laksanakan, love.. Sungguh..Macam tak sangka.<br />
We're done pergi ujian saringan HIV, done attending kursus kahwin,<br />
done lebih daripada setengah major parts of wedding. Banyak kita buat sama-sama<br />
*Senyum sambil lap air mata happy dah ni.. sebab macam unbelievable..<br />
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Kesimpulannya, saya happy.. saya gembira yang we will move on to another phase<br />
I don't know how far we would go.. but insyaAllah.. we have to pray for good.<br />
I think i am ready to live and move on with you forever. I want be your partner<br />
and Allah tahu akan ketentuannya. Kita kena ikhlas dan tawakal dengan hak<br />
yang dibatilkan kepada kita. Dan paling penting, me must live on and learn how<br />
to make our own married-intuition being a good and fill with baraqah till jannah.<br />
Making wishes,banyak sangat. Tapi semua pun for good.. dan saya nak awak tahu<br />
saya happy sangat.saya bersyukur sangat. Sebab fasa persediaan ke arah alam<br />
berumahtangga ni, kita susun sama-sama.. susah senang pun berdua..<br />
hopefully lepas ni, we will be like this forever and future..we might not face it as<br />
a couple, but with his blessed..we're expanding to be more.. and merrier.<br />
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ikhlas dari hati saya menulis..<br />
bukan untuk tatapan orang lain<br />
tapi yakin.. untuk awak dan saya.. suatu masa nanti<br />
bila masa kita akan lupa akan memori ni.. we need this story<br />
to heating up our love memory. InsyaAllah.. 50 days to go..<br />
I am truly happy ladyme suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-3330643828627021032012-08-14T15:49:00.003+08:002012-08-14T15:49:42.100+08:00Good in GoodbyeReceived two good news, at the same time<br />
It is also can be bad news. Aigooo...<br />
Ya Allah, keep the strength in me<br />
keep myself strive in this situation<br />
I know I can't hold, but I need to let them go<br />
Just because I know, they're clear enough with the path they'd taken.<br />
InsyaAllah..<br />
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Yep.. it is too personal to write down<br />
and I can't. I believed in the power of loving someOne because of Allah,<br />
and He decided it to be that way to you.. That why I need to respect what they asked for<br />
Just because I know.. I love and at the same time..<br />
I terribly sad.<br />
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Oh goshh... hold my hand, as me hold your hand<br />
I can't really face it all, somehow i need to<br />
and i will be as macho as i can<br />
I'll put it in this way<br />
ending this story nicely<br />
and pray for you to be blessed everyday<br />
and with only one request<br />
Please not to forget me, as it is not the time yet<br />
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p.s; "Allah ciptakan setiap benda di dunia ni berpasangan. Dan bila adanya pertemuan, pasti akan muncul perpisahan.. The matter is time, samaada kita sedia atau tidak.. Harap-harap hati ini bersedia.. Till the end.. chill~"<br />
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Layan lagu Carrie Underwood- Good in Goodbye.. Thanks to comment-er for suggesting this best song ever.~<br />
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me suyame suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-41670717902982113022011-09-29T10:05:00.000+08:002015-09-29T11:05:47.337+08:00Story<div style="text-align: center;">
Untold story</div>
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does not mean secret</div>
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it might be hold</div>
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and ought to be forgot</div>
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Spoken story</div>
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could be sad and either had be joy</div>
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it might worth to share</div>
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filling with love</div>
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Written story</div>
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it might hold the history</div>
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by now and forever</div>
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creating a life undertaking</div>
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p.s: </div>
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Dalam hati berkira-kira nak menulis penghargaan tak terhingga untuk diri sendiri, keluarga dan si dia.. Sebab mereka, saya bergraduasi dengan jayanya.. Alhamdulillah!</div>
<br />me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-57477433337643351792011-08-27T23:37:00.000+08:002011-08-27T23:37:33.211+08:00Loneliness<div style="text-align: center;">quite a time not writing here</div><div style="text-align: center;">is it Im too busy to create a junction of my mind </div><div style="text-align: center;">I have inspiration but I don't know why</div><div style="text-align: center;">and where I put so much time.</div><div style="text-align: center;">so regardless, I forgot to place it here</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Loneliness</div><div style="text-align: center;">tear fallin and keep fallin</div><div style="text-align: center;">waiting and keep waiting</div><div style="text-align: center;">hope for sunshine even its clear</div><div style="text-align: center;">night shade on</div><div style="text-align: center;">so life must go on.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">nota kaki: pendek je puisi kali ni... mengenangkan suya masih tak balik kampung untuk beraya sebab suya kena kerja lagi sampai sehari sebelum raya.. mr lullabby da pun selamat sampai di rumah beliau. i wish i could be there too.. By the way.. i miss him.. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>Regards,<br />
me suyame suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-6947961948531744432011-04-24T16:56:00.000+08:002011-04-24T16:56:02.545+08:00TEAR just a Disgrace!assalamualaikum readers<br />
<div style="text-align: center;">it is breaking my heart</div><div style="text-align: center;">seeing u like this</div><div style="text-align: center;">make my heart wonder</div><div style="text-align: center;">shivering and trembling</div><div style="text-align: center;">why and why</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">i just beside u</div><div style="text-align: center;">but u just pretending</div><div style="text-align: center;">just like me far away from u</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">i know u worried</div><div style="text-align: center;">i know u wonder and itch inside </div><div style="text-align: center;">but then baby, what was that?</div><div style="text-align: center;">it is ur TEARS baby!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">what should i do</div><div style="text-align: center;">please my all</div><div style="text-align: center;">please help me and he through this</div><div style="text-align: center;">worrisome and sorrow inside him </div><div style="text-align: center;">just make half me die</div><div style="text-align: center;">because i can do nothing for him</div><div style="text-align: center;">;'(</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-small;">p.s: i dun know why, maybe regarding his dad.. Or maybe i just did something he hate? Or what! owh Allah, give me some rains, give me sunshine.. But then please give him strength. all my heart shaking seeing him like this. Baby, please tell me why.. Why and what is going on.. For once, baby is it.. Mr Lullabby's tears make fly away without any exact answer!!! HELP ME, ALLAH!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>me suyame suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-9527919085005911832011-04-07T20:01:00.001+08:002015-09-29T11:06:55.593+08:00Dari-Mu ya ALLAH<div style="text-align: justify;">
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Ya ALLAH</div>
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kau berikan aku peluang</div>
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untuk merasakan debaran</div>
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merasakan rintikan peluh dingin</div>
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menggusarkan tidurku dengan mimpi-mimpi</div>
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Ya ALLAH</div>
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kadang itu Kau selangi mimpiku</div>
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datang yang memberi semangat membara</div>
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Mampir juga yang menurunkan radang bara</div>
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Kau Maha berkuasa</div>
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Dan Kepada Kau aku meminta</div>
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Ya ALLAh</div>
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terima kasih atas peluang itu</div>
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berpeluh dan berpintal segala urat di kepala</div>
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berpusing dan berbelit segala rasa</div>
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tapi kerana KAu, aku teruskan merasa</div>
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terima kasih ya ALLAh</div>
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nikmatmu tak terhingga</div>
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Ya ALLAH</div>
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akan aku angankan yang indah-indah</div>
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walau akan terselit juga gundah </div>
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kerana yang pasti aku telah melangkah</div>
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menerima seruan peluang yang Kau olah</div>
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andai rezekimu itu untukku ya ALLAh</div>
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aku sudahi dengan Alhamdulillah</div>
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andai juga rezeki itu ternoktah</div>
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aku syukuri kerana mungkin berhikmah</div>
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titahkan hati dan nadi untuk terus berhujah</div>
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Alhamdulillah</div>
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ya ALLAh</div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-small;">p.s: 5 April 2011, diberi peluang untuk menghadiri sesi temuduga tertutup di sana.ALhamdulillah.. yang baik itu daripada ALLAh dan yang batil itu, kesilapan Suya sendiri.. Walau masih menunggu, tapi kesyukuran tetap bersarang dalam nurani ini.. Alhamdulillah.</span></div>
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<br />me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-53843317673418313792011-03-14T19:41:00.000+08:002015-09-29T11:07:22.216+08:00Apa kamu tahu tentang cinta<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Cinta pada Allah adalah utama</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Cinta pada rasul seterusnya</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Cinta pada Ibu abadi selamanya</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Cinta pada Ayah nun jauh di sana</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Cinta pada manusia lama hendaknya</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Cinta pada dia ijabkabul di suatu masa</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Cinta pada Allah yang pertama</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">dididik dan diasuh bersama-sama</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">tundukkan kepada yang Esa</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Cinta pada Rasul seterusnya</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Diceritakan pengorbanan mereka</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">dilayarkan peninggalan mereka</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">diturutkan sunnah dan amalannya</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">untuk dekatkan kita denga cinta PERTAMA</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">cinta pada ibu abadi selamanya</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">cinta teragung sebelum kita ada</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">cinta suci mewujudkan nyawa</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">cintakan nyawa bersabung nyawa</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Cinta pada Ayah nun di sana</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">walau sekejap cuma</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">dipinjamkan ayah pada anakanda</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">menzahirkan ayah tiada di dunia</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">utusan doa dan surah penghubung cinta anakanda</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">cinta pada manusia lama hendaknya</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">biar aman dan bahagia</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">tanpa benci dendam yang menyala</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">agar tenang sejagat semua</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Apa kamu tahu tentang cinta?</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">cinta pada dia ijabkabul di suatu masa</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">berkasih sayang selamanya</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">mengharung badai dan luka</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">memberi manfaat dan keturunannya</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">ketika halalnya kita bercinta</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">seperti cintanya Adam kepada Hawa</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Muhammad kepada Khatijahnya</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Ayah dan Mama</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">dimana sah digelarkan aku isterinya</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">tatkala "aku terima nikahnya"</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">insyaALLAH</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: xx-small;">p.s: Puisi ini ditulis kerana meng-join-kan diri dalam satu segmen seorang blogger.. tapi penulisan ini adalah ikhlas dari sudut hati seorang suya.. Heee enjoy your reading k..^^</span><br />
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<br />me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-46485960719559517822011-03-10T12:57:00.000+08:002015-09-29T11:07:49.248+08:00Thank You for the LOve<div style="text-align: center;">
we aim for love</div>
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we aim for kiss </div>
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we aim for hug</div>
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we aim for happiness</div>
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no body aim for harm</div>
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aim for cold </div>
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either aim for sickness</div>
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But Allah is always there</div>
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read the human flare</div>
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desire to spare</div>
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the life is fair</div>
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Allah is the one</div>
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The top and the most</div>
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can spare but we now HE's there</div>
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thank you Allah</div>
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giving me strength</div>
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lend me treasure</div>
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the fair and care</div>
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from the others</div>
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p.s: bersyukur dengan apa yang dikurniakan.. Yang baik semua itu adalah daripada ALLAH</div>
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<br />me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-29045704820291141422011-02-23T03:13:00.000+08:002015-09-29T11:08:19.529+08:00nothing much<br />
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dear readers</div>
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we closed, even we didn't met</div>
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we closed, even we didn't know the fullname</div>
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we closed, even we had been far away </div>
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to each other</div>
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dear friends</div>
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we meet, but we didn't closed</div>
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we meet, but we didn't talk</div>
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we closed, but we ignore</div>
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each other</div>
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dear families</div>
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we far, but we connected</div>
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we far, by the distance </div>
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we far, but closed to heart</div>
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we far, but we still could talk</div>
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to each other</div>
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dear world</div>
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we tired, with people and behavior</div>
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we tired, because of tears</div>
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we tired, but still we need to cheer</div>
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to each other</div>
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me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-77207690269972127842011-01-18T20:40:00.000+08:002015-09-29T11:09:20.047+08:00Menangislah Sayang^^<div style="text-align: center;">
ini bukan kali pertama</div>
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apatah lagi kali kedua</div>
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perasaan ini selalu datang</div>
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tapi akan hilang sendiri</div>
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tanpa perlu ditenangkan sesiapa</div>
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kadang-kadang sepi berbicara</div>
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mengutip sisa-sisa lama</div>
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dan demi masa</div>
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memori kembali</div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-small;">p/s: ntah la.. tak tahu nak cakap ape.. Cuma kadang-kadang.. Akan rasa sedih tanpa tahu ape sebabnya.. Puas selidik dan berfikir.. tapi memang rasa nak menangis.. tapi have no reason..korang pernah tak macam ni?? aisey man^^</span></div>
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me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-72770711474256158852011-01-13T19:13:00.000+08:002011-01-13T19:13:19.534+08:00it wasn't longit wasn't long but enough to heart me<br />
it wasn't long but enough to down the tears on me<br />
it wasn't long but enough to get hurt<br />
it wasn't long but enough to make me love u<br />
it wasn't long but enough to shut me down<br />
it wasn't long but enough to tell u<br />
it wasn't long but enough to miss u<br />
it wasn't long but enough to trace me a memory<br />
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Thnx for being with me.. I was so thankful for ur appearance before, and really, i love you so much..appa^^<br />
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me suyame suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-83791653669880628962010-12-31T13:57:00.000+08:002015-09-29T11:10:07.411+08:00love and Sorrow<br />
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I know u might be tired</div>
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I know u might be knocked</div>
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I know u might be freaked </div>
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I know u might be sulked </div>
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but somehow</div>
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I know u might be waited</div>
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For the same reason u must know</div>
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I might be false</div>
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I might be blow up</div>
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I might be irritated</div>
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I might be resentful</div>
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I might be stressed out</div>
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but still</div>
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I have a way to cover u</div>
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In someday people do talking</div>
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praising u, raising ur kindness</div>
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but somehow</div>
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in a jar of sugar, an ant might be there</div>
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which keep biting</div>
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either u or me</div>
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In other day</div>
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people might love us</div>
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people might pray for us</div>
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but somehow</div>
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hatred isn't a simple one</div>
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to be defeated</div>
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Yes! There maybe a way</div>
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to be drive-tru</div>
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and maybe an air-way</div>
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to be fly over</div>
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but</div>
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there must be me and you</div>
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to keep it as one</div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-small;">p/s: poem ni ditulis on the last day in 2010. just because kegeraman yang amat pada si dia.. Yeah, i do make mistake, but why don't u just waiting. Instead of burst ur anger.. Even for a moment.. maybe just 5 minutes. But still, i felt so sad. But somehow, i really know how to overcome it..Cuma bila selalu, i takut i can't make it.. Hope this is first and gonna be last.. hehehe ^^ nak pergi makan je pun.. tapi tataw nape, me quite sensitif this week..PMS maybe^^</span><br />
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<br />me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-28832557343223673232010-12-03T19:26:00.004+08:002015-09-29T11:18:55.933+08:00my dear amira nasir<div style="text-align: center;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">i love u dear<br />
no matter how far u been<br />
how short u are<br />
but still u're the right one chosen<br />
for me to keep u in<br />
deep through my vein<br />
collapse as my best-friend<br />
<br />
i love u dear<br />
just like someone said to her boy<br />
just like i said before<br />
because im truly spare<br />
a space for u inside there<br />
<br />
i love u dear<br />
even u have more<br />
but still glad with tears<br />
for celebrating your adding years<br />
<br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">truly im here<br />
for your new years<br />
keep adding with numbers<br />
simply put Happy Birthday my dear<br />
u still the younger </span></div>
<br />me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4988336173409921185.post-23051540360246016612010-11-29T21:16:00.000+08:002015-09-29T11:19:15.384+08:00i miss him<div style="text-align: center;">
hold me dear</div>
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hold me without fear</div>
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hug me dear</div>
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hug me for least the tear</div>
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bleeding, red in color</div>
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rape hardly in my heart</div>
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pounding, yell and yell inside</div>
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hold me hold, hold for the right</div>
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isn't its hard?</div>
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<br /></div>
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miss you blunt</div>
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sharp memories come</div>
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end it hunt, eat without harm</div>
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love beside the arm</div>
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me suyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00399353893890558090noreply@blogger.com2