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Story

2011-09-29T10:05:00.000+08:00

Untold story

does not mean secret

it might be hold

and ought to be forgot

Spoken story

could be sad and either had be joy

it might worth to share

filling with love

Written story

it might hold the history

by now and forever

creating a life undertaking

p.s:

Dalam hati berkira-kira nak menulis penghargaan tak terhingga untuk diri sendiri, keluarga dan si dia.. Sebab mereka, saya bergraduasi dengan jayanya.. Alhamdulillah!

me suya

Loneliness

2011-08-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

quite a time not writing here

is it Im too busy to create a junction of my mind

I have inspiration but I don't know why

and where I put so much time.

so regardless, I forgot to place it here

Loneliness

tear fallin and keep fallin

waiting and keep waiting

hope for sunshine even its clear

night shade on

so life must go on.

nota kaki: pendek je puisi kali ni... mengenangkan suya masih tak balik kampung untuk beraya sebab suya kena kerja lagi sampai sehari sebelum raya.. mr lullabby da pun selamat sampai di rumah beliau. i wish i could be there too.. By the way.. i miss him..

Regards,
me suya

TEAR just a Disgrace!

2011-04-24T16:56:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum readers

it is breaking my heart

seeing u like this

make my heart wonder

shivering and trembling

why and why

i just beside u

but u just pretending

just like me far away from u

i know u worried

i know u wonder and itch inside

but then baby, what was that?

it is ur TEARS baby!

what should i do

please my all

please help me and he through this

worrisome and sorrow inside him

just make half me die

because i can do nothing for him

;'(

p.s: i dun know why, maybe regarding his dad.. Or maybe i just did something he hate? Or what! owh Allah, give me some rains, give me sunshine.. But then please give him strength. all my heart shaking seeing him like this. Baby, please tell me why.. Why and what is going on.. For once, baby is it.. Mr Lullabby's tears make fly away without any exact answer!!! HELP ME, ALLAH!

me suya

Dari-Mu ya ALLAH

2011-04-07T20:01:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Ya ALLAH

kau berikan aku peluang

untuk merasakan debaran

merasakan rintikan peluh dingin

menggusarkan tidurku dengan mimpi-mimpi

Ya ALLAH

kadang itu Kau selangi mimpiku

datang yang memberi semangat membara

Mampir juga yang menurunkan radang bara

Kau Maha berkuasa

Dan Kepada Kau aku meminta

Ya ALLAh

terima kasih atas peluang itu

berpeluh dan berpintal segala urat di kepala

berpusing dan berbelit segala rasa

tapi kerana KAu, aku teruskan merasa

terima kasih ya ALLAh

nikmatmu tak terhingga

Ya ALLAH

akan aku angankan yang indah-indah

walau akan terselit juga gundah

kerana yang pasti aku telah melangkah

menerima seruan peluang yang Kau olah

andai rezekimu itu untukku ya ALLAh

aku sudahi dengan Alhamdulillah

andai juga rezeki itu ternoktah

aku syukuri kerana mungkin berhikmah

titahkan hati dan nadi untuk terus berhujah

Alhamdulillah

ya ALLAh

p.s: 5 April 2011, diberi peluang untuk menghadiri sesi temuduga tertutup di sana.ALhamdulillah.. yang baik itu daripada ALLAh dan yang batil itu, kesilapan Suya sendiri.. Walau masih menunggu, tapi kesyukuran tetap bersarang dalam nurani ini.. Alhamdulillah.

me suya

Apa kamu tahu tentang cinta

2011-03-14T19:41:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua
Jom berkongsi tentang cinta^^

Apa kata kamu tentang cinta?

cinta hadir tanpa dipaksa

tanpa alasan tapi di hati

ada rasa

Apa kamu tahu tentang cinta?

Cinta pada Allah adalah utama

Cinta pada rasul seterusnya

Cinta pada Ibu abadi selamanya

Cinta pada Ayah nun jauh di sana

Cinta pada manusia lama hendaknya

Cinta pada dia ijabkabul di suatu masa

Apa kamu tahu tentang cinta?

Cinta pada Allah yang pertama

dididik dan diasuh bersama-sama

untuk mengenali si cinta

tundukkan kepada yang Esa

Apa kamu tahu tentang cinta?

Cinta pada Rasul seterusnya

Diceritakan pengorbanan mereka

dilayarkan peninggalan mereka

diturutkan sunnah dan amalannya

kerana mahukan pahala

untuk dekatkan kita denga cinta PERTAMA

Apa kamu tahu tentang cinta?

cinta pada ibu abadi selamanya

cinta teragung sebelum kita ada

cinta suci mewujudkan nyawa

cintakan nyawa bersabung nyawa

berjahit luka tak terasa

kerana gembira kita anaknya

Apa kamu tahu tentang cinta?

Cinta pada Ayah nun di sana

walau sekejap cuma

dipinjamkan ayah pada anakanda

masih terbayang tanah memerah menutupi ayahanda

menzahirkan ayah tiada di dunia

tapi cinta tetap wujud bersama

utusan doa dan surah penghubung cinta anakanda

Apa kamu tahu tentang cinta?

cinta pada manusia lama hendaknya

biar aman dan bahagia

tanpa benci dendam yang menyala

agar tenang sejagat semua

Apa kamu tahu tentang cinta?

cinta pada dia ijabkabul di suatu masa

berkasih sayang selamanya

mengharung badai dan luka

memberi manfaat dan keturunannya

ketika halalnya kita bercinta

seperti cintanya Adam kepada Hawa

Muhammad kepada Khatijahnya

Ayah dan Mama

dimana sah digelarkan aku isterinya

tatkala "aku terima nikahnya"

insyaALLAH

p.s: Puisi ini ditulis kerana meng-join-kan diri dalam satu segmen seorang blogger.. tapi penulisan ini adalah ikhlas dari sudut hati seorang suya.. Heee enjoy your reading k..^^

me suya

Thank You for the LOve

2011-03-10T12:57:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum readers

we aim for love

we aim for kiss

we aim for hug

we aim for happiness

no body aim for harm

aim for cold

either aim for sickness

But Allah is always there

read the human flare

desire to spare

the life is fair

Allah is the one

The top and the most

can spare but we now HE's there

thank you Allah

giving me strength

lend me treasure

the fair and care

from the others

p.s: bersyukur dengan apa yang dikurniakan.. Yang baik semua itu adalah daripada ALLAH

truly,
me suya

nothing much

2011-02-23T03:13:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

dear readers

we closed, even we didn't met

we closed, even we didn't know the fullname

we closed, even we had been far away

to each other

dear friends

we meet, but we didn't closed

we meet, but we didn't talk

we closed, but we ignore

each other

dear families

we far, but we connected

we far, by the distance

we far, but closed to heart

we far, but we still could talk

to each other

dear world

we tired, with people and behavior

we tired, because of tears

we tired, but still we need to cheer

to each other

wassalam

truly deeply

me suya

Menangislah Sayang^^

2011-01-18T20:40:00.000+08:00

Salam readers,

ini bukan kali pertama

apatah lagi kali kedua

perasaan ini selalu datang

tapi akan hilang sendiri

tanpa perlu ditenangkan sesiapa

kadang-kadang sepi berbicara

mengutip sisa-sisa lama

dan demi masa

memori kembali

p/s: ntah la.. tak tahu nak cakap ape.. Cuma kadang-kadang.. Akan rasa sedih tanpa tahu ape sebabnya.. Puas selidik dan berfikir.. tapi memang rasa nak menangis.. tapi have no reason..korang pernah tak macam ni?? aisey man^^

truly

me suya

it wasn't long

2011-01-13T19:13:00.000+08:00

it wasn't long but enough to heart me
it wasn't long but enough to down the tears on me
it wasn't long but enough to get hurt
it wasn't long but enough to make me love u
it wasn't long but enough to shut me down
it wasn't long but enough to tell u
it wasn't long but enough to miss u
it wasn't long but enough to trace me a memory

Thnx for being with me.. I was so thankful for ur appearance before, and really, i love you so much..appa^^

me suya

love and Sorrow

2010-12-31T13:57:00.000+08:00

salam readers

I know u might be tired

I know u might be knocked

I know u might be freaked

I know u might be sulked

but somehow

I know u might be waited

For the same reason u must know

I might be false

I might be blow up

I might be irritated

I might be resentful

I might be stressed out

but still

I have a way to cover u

In someday people do talking

praising u, raising ur kindness

but somehow

in a jar of sugar, an ant might be there

which keep biting

either u or me

In other day

people might love us

people might pray for us

but somehow

hatred isn't a simple one

to be defeated

Yes! There maybe a way

to be drive-tru

and maybe an air-way

to be fly over

but

there must be me and you

to keep it as one

p/s: poem ni ditulis on the last day in 2010. just because kegeraman yang amat pada si dia.. Yeah, i do make mistake, but why don't u just waiting. Instead of burst ur anger.. Even for a moment.. maybe just 5 minutes. But still, i felt so sad. But somehow, i really know how to overcome it..Cuma bila selalu, i takut i can't make it.. Hope this is first and gonna be last.. hehehe ^^ nak pergi makan je pun.. tapi tataw nape, me quite sensitif this week..PMS maybe^^

truly deeply
me suya

24-12-2010 ^^ Alhamdulillah

2010-12-24T21:53:00.000+08:00

Dear my silent blog..
I wanna share my happiness for today.So bear with me my dear blog bcos i know u would accept everything,even my anger.. ^^

24 Dec 2010

i started to talk with him

after 2 days silent mode

I just upset and now i gain my courage back

to speak back with my lover

24 Dec 2010

call waiting, early in the morning

day still in the mist, thanx for waiting

im so glad, once a grudge end

im just glad, when u told me

u just pass, saying congratz to u but my heartbeat?

nobody knows, how fast was it.

i wonder and my fear comes back

24 Dec 2010

energy and passion gather

wake up for better, check my own result

and Alhamdulillah, i smile at last

U and I, we've the same happiness

even it doesn't good as before, but still

we can smile,since only us know how the feeling

Unsecure for last sem. At last, we did it dear.

Tq much for u, alway help me

Only u, gimme a way toward success

24 Dec 2010

we live happily,we stay together

get along, i know u, u know me more

we dive for this relationship without hesitation

even i know our love just tangling

without a sweet words and unpredictable action

but still... we live the love

we laugh together and still

I love u even more dear

Thanx for help me

gimme a good result

gimme another

day to be

p.s: not a poem but a poem, ntah, xleh nak cakap camana.. i just writing, from the deepest of my heart.. I appreciate u're coming back today dear. I just can't wait to look ur face again.. yeah, i always afraid to say it.. yes i do.i miss U.. one month be apart from u.. Just make me missing u for each day.. Larikkkkksssss

truly deeply

me suya

Soko - Take my heart

2010-12-05T14:31:00.000+08:00

me suya

my dear amira nasir

2010-12-03T19:26:00.004+08:00

salam readers
no special entry, just a wish to my dear bestfriend Amira

i love u dear
no matter how far u been
how short u are
but still u're the right one chosen
for me to keep u in
deep through my vein
collapse as my best-friend

i love u dear
just like someone said to her boy
just like i said before
because im truly spare
a space for u inside there

i love u dear
even u have more
but still glad with tears
for celebrating your adding years

truly im here
for your new years
keep adding with numbers
simply put Happy Birthday my dear
u still the younger

truly
me suya

i miss him

2010-11-29T21:16:00.000+08:00

hold me dear

hold me without fear

hug me dear

hug me for least the tear

bleeding, red in color

rape hardly in my heart

pounding, yell and yell inside

hold me hold, hold for the right

isn't its hard?

miss you blunt

sharp memories come

end it hunt, eat without harm

love beside the arm

p/s: this girl is outstanding yelling inside craving for her lover comeback from outstation.. Mr.Lullabby, im waiting :(

truly deeply
me suya

Older Earth

2010-11-06T18:38:00.002+08:00

bismillahirahmanirrahim

cloudy clouds come

cloudy clouds hunt

run and run

hide without harm

cry earth cry

shout sky shout

within a try

give us thought

pillar go pillar

support the fella

without sad drama

without pain stigma

here we come

here we done

bet story teller

earth is down

hunt to run
run to enhance
older earth is done

p/s: in a few second.. i got the idea. from our mighty Allah. to create this short memorial.. thinking of a lot of disaster happen around us.. ::gunung merapi, tsunama, airplane crashed, flood and some more:: all this pain make me thinking..sign is signing, just like old fella keep say that " bumi sudah tua"..sharing with u guys here,from inside of beholder

me suya

Kenangan

2010-11-06T18:23:00.001+08:00

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

kenangan datang dan pergi

kenangan menguncikan kotak memori

hilangnya tak mungkin silih berganti

kenapa dibiarkan kedutan melangkau kenangan

kenapa tidak ditandangkan dalam impian

sinar-sinar bahagia, denai-denai luka

ke mana langkahnya menghilang

aku inginkan keajaiban

agar terus dibuai dalam kenangan

bukan bermaksud aku menolak keadaan

cuma aku inginkan hiburan

kadang-kadang menjadi kenangan itu indah

menjadi keadaan itu parah

mana satu jalanan pilihan

mana satu unggulan perasaan

pasrah dan aku pasrah

pasrah pada ketentuan

kerana hanya DIa aku memohon

agar dititipkan kenangan

dalam setiap tidurku

sebelum tanah menutup hijabku selamanya

truly deeply
me suya

sunshine

2010-11-06T18:09:00.003+08:00

salam readers sekalian

time is only numbering matter

the most important one is ur afford

if u think u can do it

just carry on

insyaALLah

with God blessed

then everything gonna be so fine

to u

as time keep moving

as ur feet keep stepping

then never ever give up

there will be a way

for u to escape from the dark

as the sun never stop giving u

light

yippie

wassalam

kenangan semalam

2010-08-07T15:59:00.002+08:00

bagai terusik dala hati bila berderu rasa menyimbah

menyirnakan sepi-sepi jalanan yag bakal hilang meninggalkan

merentakkan irama sendiri tanpa haluan yang sama

gema melodi yang bakal sirna dek kajauhan sesama kita

tiada lagi riuh rendah bersama

gelak ketawa

tahniah semua yang telah grad..love u all so much

matahari vs pelangi

2010-07-14T23:38:00.003+08:00

matahari datang dulu daripada pelangi

singgah setiap masa ke bumi

pelangi datang tak lama

seketika sahaja

tapi

datangnya pelangi

membawa seribu cerita

disebalik keceriaan warninya

walau singgahnya bentar sahaja

hadirnya

pelangi kerana adanya matahari

fajarnya memberi spektrum-spektrum

buat pelangi menyinarkan seri

truly deeply

me suya

ding dong bell

2010-07-11T11:57:00.003+08:00

ding dong bell...

inform inside well

someone is out there

ding dong bell

open wide the door

invite the neighbor

come inside the hall

ding dong bell

me is here

back to heir

missing my mother

ding dong bell

end of day

all is tuned

off the day

back to lay

p/s: this note is written by me to show my mode when im home.. i felt bless to be at home even for a few days.. rang the door bell, so that everyone know u are there!! watchaa

truly deeply
me suya

2010-06-15T11:50:00.003+08:00

bila ku tutup mata
aku mahukan ketenangan
aku mampirkan impian
aku biaskan keresahan

malam mencernakan sisa-sisa masa
melarikan kedewasaan ke ceruk sana
menciptakan kerinduan untuk DIA
kerana hanya pada DIA
aku mampu berserah
menyerah dan bersujud
syukran ya ALLAH

truly deeply
me suya

2010-05-23T08:04:00.003+08:00

hidup tak selalu indah

ade suka dan duka bakal menyinggah

menyulam bersama penat dan lelah

ciptaan mu ya ALLAH

aku

insan lemah

kerdil memijak bumimu

meminjamkan nyawa bekalan mu

menghirup oksigen-oksigen ciptaanmu

bagi menongkag mencipta sejarahku

aku

mahu melaungkan segala

perasaan dan kebencian

merintihkan semua rasa dan keinginan

kerana aku hanyalah manusia

aku

jatuh cinta

jatuh hati

bermuram durja

memendam luka

menangis hiba

sendu terubat

kerana aku

adalah manusia biasa

truly deeply
me suya

RUANG RINDU

2010-04-29T16:57:00.004+08:00

hati bernada riang bila sang gendang berirama

melonjakkan hujah kita kan bersama

meresapkan enzim-enzim ceria di dasar sana

onar bersiulan mencipta gema

yang engkau juga sama

aku menanti utuh di sini

melihat kajatuhan ufuk hari

menantikan tika fajar dinihari

mencerahkan bening hati ini

aku ingin sekali bicara lagi

kerana detik rindu telah bersemi

duhai rindu

ingin aku khabarkan kehadiranmu

mahu saja aku canangkan mampiranmu

ingin saja aku bicarakan tentang kamu

kerana rasa itu bagai menembak dalam hatiku

ingatlah satu yang aku menunggu

pastinya akan aku tunggu

truly deeply
me suya

BERDUA LEBIH BAIK

2010-04-28T20:35:00.004+08:00

ini contoh sahaja.=p

gambar ni ade ber4 padahalnyer.

bila ramai, seronok

kecoh-kecoh, meriah

bising-bising, ceria

gaduh-gaduh, mesra

tapi bila ramai

mula la macam-macam cerita

sampai tak tahu bila akhirnya

kalau study, orang kata study group terbaik

tapi itu kalau study..hakikat sembang je lebih

kalau ramai, senang nak buat keje

tapi ramai kadang-kadang susah jugak

tak tahu ape nak kata

bila berdua, orang kata dating

orang kata berkepik

orang kata bajet

tapi rasanye, bila berdua

study lebih dari main-main

sebab bila sorang tak layan

tak ada sape dah nak layan

biarla kalau orang kata pulun

janji kami balun

biarla orang kata tak de life

asal kami tak sesat

p/s:

entry ni xde ape pun sebenarnye
saja nk view pasal aku lebih suka stdy berdua drpd bertiga or ber4
bukan xpernah cuba, tp kita tahu sendiri keputusannya
berdua xsemestinya berdating, bercinta tak semestinya 24jam. mana lagi penting??
apa yang penting?? KERJASAMA!!

truly deeply
me suya

KERANA DIA

2010-04-28T16:18:00.006+08:00

berniat sahaja bukan penyelesaian yg sempurna
niat semata-mata umpama mat jenin berangankan nak jadi kaya
niat yang ikhlas disertakan usaha membuka ruang-ruang bahagia
selitan tawakkal kepada ALLAH selepas usaha, insyaALLAH berjaya

niat + Usaha + Tawakkal ~~> kejayaan
kerna
hanya DIA yang berkuasa, maha berkuasa dan maha SEGALANYa..

wassalam

truly deeplyme suya